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Awakening the Avatar Within

Quantum Science is providing a pathway for the logical mind to embrace versions of ourselves previously left only to the esoteric and spiritual conversation.

Darren Starwynn · book · Seed

Quantum Science is providing a pathway for the logical mind to embrace versions of ourselves previously left only to the esoteric and spiritual conversation.

What we think, feel, and believe has an impact on every experience of life itself, including the activation of our very own genetic inheritance and the reconstruction of it.

The degree to which we allow this to move through us with each breath and without distortion is the degree to which we experience our true selves – Love in a body.

The word Avatar is derived from the Sanskrit word avatara, which means “descent,” meaning the Divine coming down to manifest as a human being for a big purpose.

In a similar way, when you trustingly allow the rapidly elevating energies of consciousness ascension to carry you, it is a high, joyful experience – the greatest ride of your life. Yet if you fearfully deny and resist this profound shift in consciousness, it can and often does feel scary and overwhelming.

Christing refers to a process through which your mind, body, nervous system and genetics are literally rewired to operate at higher frequencies of love, intelligence and creative power.

This means there is no real separation between you, everyone else and the entire Universe.

Due to the holographic principle, there is essentially no difference between healing yourself and helping heal the planet – it all happens together. It’s just a matter of your intention and focus.

Dogma–Free Understanding of Avatar, Christ, Buddha and Lightworker The word Christ has a similar meaning as Avatar. It is derived from the Greek word Kristos which means the anointed one, referring to a human being who is expressing divine Presence. Christ is an innate quality of the true, higher self of human beings.

Less awakened people generally see the world helplessly, in a fear-based way. Avatars learn to hold the vision of the world they choose to live in, manifesting their vision by focusing their love, consciousness and actions upon it.

Dr. Zhi Gang Sha, a teacher of advanced spiritual healing methods.

Lightworkers are Avatars who specialize in helping others heal by awakening to their true nature. This is the highest and most effective form of healing. It truly frees people from their past mental and emotional programming, and allows them to step up to being part of the solution themselves.

call this your unique energy transmission. This is a stream of pure vibrational energy emanating from your highest spiritual source that flows through you and blesses others in profound ways. This is the essence of you.

Our highest key to success, effectiveness and fulfillment in every aspect of our life is identifying our unique energy transmission and cultivating our body’s ability to hold and emanate it.

Many of these experiences have created lasting energy imprints upon the ultra-sensitive inner membranes of our subconscious minds.

I often use the Sanskrit word samskara, or the English terms “energetic gunk,” conditioning or “residoo-doo” to refer to this complex psychic burden that is at the root of most chronic pain, disease, anxiety and depression.

This extreme polarization has hamstrung the kind of massive, unified action and mobilization so needed now.

When a caterpillar is born it looks like a worm. About a week later it turns into a cocoon called a chrysalis. Then it basically falls apart into a mush of what scientists call imaginal cells inside its cocoon. Over the next 7 – 11 days that mush turns into a gorgeous butterfly that emerges, and then flies around creating amazing beauty in the world. This is one of nature’s most dramatic demonstrations of transformation. You and I are now involved in a transformational process much more far-reaching than a caterpillar turning into a butterfly.

These remarkable beings demonstrated how humans can transform into Avatars.

The process of Christing involves significant clearing and upgrading of your chakra system.

While the list may seem long at first glance, once you learn them you’ll be able to do all of them at the same time within five to ten seconds. So, enjoy your brief learning curve, and know that it will soon be very quick and simple to implement and enjoy these foundational practices.

Purity Blast It is helpful to be able to rapidly clear the energy fields of our body into a state of purity and clarity. You can do this in a couple of seconds by invoking a Purity Blast. To do this simply state with conviction “I now call for a Purity Blast.” I like to hold one hand up in the air as I state that. Then either feel or imagine a rapid down-rushing vortex of white or golden light coming from your highest spiritual source high above you, and moving through your body and the room or space you are in. That’s it. Just invoke it and trust it is done. I do Purity Blasts before and after each client session I offer to make sure the energetic space in which we work is cleared out from any energies discharged by the previous client, or anyone else.

Coming Back to Yourself Although we rarely realize it, most of us frequently project parts of our consciousness outward onto other people, places or emotionally charged situations. That means that parts of us are hanging around outside of our bodies. Some of your energy may be projected outward onto people you have any uncomfortable, infatuated or incomplete feelings about, scary things you heard about on the news, or even a pop song that is “stuck in your head” or many other reasons. This is a pretty normal situation. Any form of meditation or practice you enter into will work much better if you first simply declare “I call all of myself back into my body.” Just as you did with the Purity Blast say it with conviction, simply trusting that it is done. This is a very direct way to take back your power from whoever or whatever you gave it away to. It can also be helpful to imagine or visualize streamers of your essential energy instantly flowing back into your body from all around you.

Grounding and Mula Bandha

Put your attention on your Root, or base chakra that is in between your legs in the perineum area. Slightly squeeze the muscles there. Squeezing those muscles is called Mula Bandha which means “root lock” in Sanskrit, and is also referred to as the Kegel exercise. Intend to keep those muscles slightly squeezed throughout your practice or as an alternative, squeeze Mula Bandha during in-breaths and release on the out-breaths.

Imagine that a tree trunk or thick steel rod is form-fitted to the base of your body in the Root chakra area, and penetrating down into the Earth. Imagine this grounding rod as thick and substantial, about the width of your pelvic area. You can visualize this grounding rod extending all the way to the core of the Earth, with its roots wrapping around it for a solid connection. Or alternatively, see it connecting to a disk of living golden light two feet (.61 meter) down into the Earth. That is called your Earth Star chakra. Either way, release any stress, excess thoughts and tension down through your grounding rod into the Earth. She can handle it and knows exactly how to transmute your stress, sending it back to you as clear energy.

A slightly more advanced method of grounding is to feel and visualize a vertical axis of living light energy extending from a chakra two feet (0.61 meters) above your head, through the central channel of your body where all the chakras are, and down two feet into the Earth to the Earth Star.

Babies and most mammals instinctively breathe in a full, complete way, but as people age, they tend to chronically constrict their breathing and make it shallower. Just one more of our insane coping mechanisms.

The main reasons so many of us breathe shallowly are unresolved past traumas, dwelling on fearful thoughts and over-focus into the mind. I’ll put it even more starkly. Shallow breathing tends to make you smaller and powerless, while full breathing expresses Presence and sovereignty.

Old thoughts and feelings you have been suppressing or denying may come up into your emotional or bodily awareness. If that happens congratulate yourself. You are taking an empowered, courageous stand for expanded aliveness. Use the tools of self-love, Central Axis breathing and The Inner Embrace (Chapter 24) to dissolve the old conditioning that is coming up. That is a loving, empowering process.

Loving Presence As you do the Master Hook-Up and Complete Breath, tune into the experience of pure love. That’s not so hard to do. Think of the person, animal, experience, place or spiritual being that most easily brings a smile to your face and a glow to your heart. Doesn’t matter if it’s your child, your boyfriend, your dog, your mother, Jesus, God, the Earth, Michael Jackson or your favorite Zumba class. You know what it is. Allow your heart to tune into as much love as possible – there’s an infinite supply. Once you feel the love, call upon it to increase. Breathe your expanded love throughout your body while you do the Master Hook-Up and do it as often as possible. Love melts all blockages. The Purity Blast, Coming Back to Yourself, Master Hook-Up, Grounding, Complete Breath and Loving Presence are your foundational practices for this journey of claiming yourself as an Avatar in human form.

These are called the Ren (front midline) and Du (back midline) meridians. The Ren channel connects all the Yin, nutritive energies of the body while the Du connects all…

The word Presence is capitalized in many places throughout this book to indicate a high-vibrational, divine quality emanating…

In order to understand what an Avatar is, you first need to grasp what Divine Source is. Divine Source is the highest point from which everything real originates. I emphasize the word “real” because so much of what our minds consider to be reality is only a dim reflection of the bright light we truly are. An Avatar is a representative and embodiment of Divine Source, imbued with…

In our upbringing, most of us have been “domesticated” to believe that we are limited and full of flaws. Even people who have been meditating for a long time tend to believe that they have a long path of gradual…

Imagine a future version of yourself who has…

your deepest wounds and mastered your weak, wobbly parts. This future self has passed through the struggles you may be facing and lives in a state of enlightened multi-dimensional mastery beyond your mind’s present comprehension. Reality is holographic, which means that everything in the Universe, including all you call your past and future experiences, exists right here and right now. Therefore, your masterful future self also exists here and now. By simply believing you can, it is possible for you to call upon this part of you and bring its unlimited creation power into your present experience. Because your…

“You” – the personality you largely identify with now - doesn’t need to live up to any idealized images of perfection, spirituality or selfless loving to embrace and share your Avatar self. Your Avatar is already alive and well within you, just as you are now. In fact, you’ll likely come to realize that every experience you’ve been through in your life has been orchestrated to bring you to this point of realization. That includes all of your successes and alleged failures, all the knowledge and skills you’ve gained in many areas of life, and your…

Understanding Your…

In this case, “fallen” means that as a race, we have become more caught up in the dense, low-frequency energies of fear and separation than we are with the bright, love-filled frequencies of our true selves. If we were living in a more awake, and…

“Hey! You guys are sleeping! You’re sleepwalking toward the cliff of self-destruction. You need to turn around and go in a different direction. Come on, get with the program of who you really are. Here are a few teachings and techniques to help you along the way. By the way, love one another.” We’ve called those we’ve recognized as Avatars using titles such as…

Along this golden path are major change points resembling the sub-atomic quantum leaps described by quantum physicists. These times of rapid up-leveling of consciousness…

if you take away your past, who you feel you are in your profession and all these other external things, who are you really? I was stumped. I couldn’t answer that. That was really bothering me because I felt like there’s more here. When we started doing the meditations as part of the retreat, for the first time I actually got to feel that embodiment which I have been just trying to find for me, and it was very, very eye-opening and awakening. It was a very emotional experience for me because it’s been something that I never felt existed inside of me. Since I’ve been awakened, I’ve just felt so much more at ease and comforted and safe. Safety is a feeling that I’ve never had before. Previously, I always felt like I had to keep looking for the next thing, the next book, the next class, the next meditation or the next course. And I just don’t feel that anymore. The last two to three weeks have been the first time in my life that I have not felt constant anxiety about any external things or even internal things. I felt very quiet inside, which was very strange for me because I’ve always had this internal dialogue constantly going on, and I just didn’t feel that anymore. I also felt a lot of physical manifestations come out. I now have this sensitivity to knowing what foods are good for me and I’m feeling my food again at a cellular level when I eat it. I had turned that off for many different reasons, but now it’s turned back on. I feel like I see the world differently. Sounds are sweeter and my food tastes better. The earth looks brighter and I can even see music now. Before I could never do that. So, all of this has awakened inside of me.

Avatars and Religions Avatars are like big brothers and sisters who come here to help show us the way. But of course, being the superstitious, addictive and outward-projecting beings we tend to be, we take these big brothers and sisters and put them up on pedestals and say, “I worship you. You are special and unique. I will build big churches and organizations around You and enshrine Your words in special books and persecute the hell out of anyone who dares question these holy books.

we carefully read the actual messages of the great Avatars, they are telling us they are here to demonstrate what each of us is capable of: Truly I tell you, the one who believes in me will also do the works that I do. And he will do even greater works than these, because I am going to the Father. – Jesus We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we make the world. – Buddha So an Avatar is really you when you wake up to who you really are. That is so important that I’ll repeat that again: An Avatar is really you when you wake up to who you really are. All of the negative comparisons we make between ourselves and the famous Avatars are on the level of the limited, conditioned mind. So, claim your own Avatar mission without the need for comparisons.

The gist of this statement from Buddha is: “Don’t believe anything that goes against your own sense of what is right or your common sense – even if you hear it from me.”

Avatars are Pioneers and Prototypers Avatars come here with a special mission, purpose and style. According to records, some came as peaceful wandering teachers, and some came as warriors.

Jesus was an extraordinarily courageous man who accepted the gigantic mission of prototyping the high-octane experience of being the Christ in human form. What he did was analogous to the first fish who flopped up on a beach and managed to survive breathing air, thereby prototyping being an early amphibian.

I have seen convincing evidence from researcher and author Marguerite Rigoglioso that Jesus’s mother Mary was also a very powerful and highly influential Avatar.

She used advanced spiritual alchemy to prepare her womb to birth an Avatar who would change the course of human history. Mary steadily infused the growing fetus within her with special activating frequencies of light and sacred sound. These prepared Jesus to manifest superpowers that were way ahead of the consciousness of his time. As awakening Avatars, you and I are also developing our own superpowers.

This is a form of rewiring your body, allowing higher levels of spiritual energy to express through you. Then you’ll be able to bring out your superpowers, which empower you to fulfill your mission. Claiming your Avatar self can be a very rigorous process. You’ll need to stop running from the parts of your psyche that may have been the hardest to face or have been repressed.

Recurring dreams, nightmares or patterns of dysfunctional behavior could be indications of places of great power within you that your personality has been afraid to access or touch. In other words, the path of the Avatar is not for the faint-hearted! Yet neither are any other paths on this planet at this time, so why not play the master game?

In other words, the path of the Avatar is not for the faint-hearted! Yet neither are any other paths on this planet at this time, so why not play the master game?

The Second Coming of the Christ

As you go through that process, you come to know yourself to be “the One” within your vulnerable human self who helps save the world just by being you.

Guided Exercise: Invoke the Avatar Within You

If you are motivated to get in touch with your own Avatar identity and mission, start a journal for that purpose. It is powerful to start this process with clear intention. You can say words like these silently or out loud (or make up your own): It is my intention, as the divine master being I AM, to invoke the Avatar within me, so that I directly experience this part of me physically, energetically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Bring awareness of my future self into my present experience, as is appropriate for me now. I will repeat that invocation one more time: It is my intention, as the Divine Master Being I AM, to invoke the Avatar within me, so that I directly…

Simply breathe deeply, keeping your awareness on the sensations within your body. Focus on your loving presence, and the feeling of joyful anticipation of coming to know and express more of your Avatar, future self, now. The more you let go of your…

Your Avatar self lives in a realm of stillness that often feels like emptiness to the human mind. If you are feeling nothing, let that be OK. Breathe fully into your lower abdomen, keeping your tongue lightly touching the roof of your mouth. It is possible you may also experience waves of fear or tension arise after making such a powerful invocation. If you feel that, it is likely to be the voice of a young part of your psyche “domesticated” to think of yourself as small and powerless. This part has been called the “…

If you can take a few more minutes, write something about your experience and intention. Commit to writing in your journal several times in the coming week or longer about what comes up in your day-to-day experience, especially when you have dreams, insights or strong feelings. Once you set that intention and start recording your experiences things will start moving. Revelatory thoughts will come to you at unpredictable times. You may have lucid dreams, or people will show up in your life to mirror parts of you. They may do that lovingly and…

9 Embodiment is the process of the master divine being you truly are coming into physical expression. Also called incarnation. Very few people are fully embodied due to deeply embedded fear and control programs, and also because they have not felt ready to be fully responsible for being Present. Coming into…

Many people want to feel greater aliveness, enjoy increased financial success, experience closer relationships or become more spiritually awakened. Yet few find the motivation to make necessary changes to their thoughts and behaviors to have those experiences more consistently. Instead, they do everything they can to stay within their emotional comfort zones, only venturing outside of that when they must do so for their survival, employment or family obligations.

There’s no way to sugarcoat it. Stepping into the higher fulfillment of your life purpose is the most richly rewarding experience; yet approaching the pathway to doing so tends to bring up avoidance and procrastination in most people. This human tendency to avoid the discomfort of the unknown has been scaring people off the path of awakening to the true self for millennia.

Here’s a good check-in point. If what you just read above sounds scary and uncomfortable, and perhaps makes you want to stop reading, you are likely identifying with the viewpoint of your small-self mind. If reading the above touches and excites you and makes you eager to continue, you are probably coming more from the perspective of your true self. Your true self loves freedom and truth and can be inspired by straight talk like this. There is no judgment either way, as you and I and most everyone else have these different aspects. The quality of our experience comes down to which one we choose moment to moment.

I have found accuracy in this story. Going through everything I’ve been through, and facing all my weaknesses, selfishness, stubbornness, terror, density and feeling like a spiritual novice in comparison to others has been rough. I’ve, in a sense, been “tricked” by different teachers’ descriptions of light-filled meditation, inner serenity, cosmic visions and a heart full of overflowing compassion into making efforts and commitments that were way out of my comfort zone. Yet the “trickery” has worked for me. I have become far more aware and embodied precisely because of all those practices and the giving of myself I was reluctantly motivated to commit to.

The Sanskrit word vairagya describes this process of getting deeply motivated better than any word in the English language. It is often translated as “detachment,” but I don’t think that’s accurate. In my opinion, the closest phrase in the English language to vairagya would be “disillusionment turning into strong motivation.” It’s a profound realization that we’ve been playing small, running from our most genuine selves, compromising with love, wasting loads of precious time, avoiding what is most valuable and somehow “missing the boat” on really fulfilling what we know is possible for us.

These can often be understood, at least in part, as your soul doing something dramatic to grab your attention. Your soul does this because it doesn’t want you to keep avoiding the higher purpose of your life, thereby twiddling away your precious life force. As hard as these experiences are, if ultimately embraced they can open a doorway that takes you into higher states of enlightenment and greater embodiment of your true, Avatar self.

Their souls call strongly to them, and they are listening. From a place of awareness, they internally say “Yes.” So don’t have any negative expectations of what is required to gain this form of deep motivation.

Yet we do have true desires within us. A distinction is needed between these two ways of experiencing desire: Projecting Desire Outwards: Because a person is primarily identified with his lower mind, he feels disconnected from the source of love and fulfillment within himself. He projects his power of desire onto external people, goals and material things, falsely believing that acquiring those will give him fulfillment. This is the kind of desire-seeking that often does eventually smash people pursuing it against a wall of disillusionment. Enjoying Desire as an Innate Quality: A person is realizing the truth that everything of greatest value exists as vibratory qualities within his own inner experience. He allows himself to feel the energy of desire within his own body, enjoying its beauty and richness prior to seeking its fulfillment outside of himself. This tends to attract the physical fulfillment of his desire.

Avatar Roadmap #2 Your Bliss Meter Your bliss meter is the perfectly responsive feedback system you have going with the Universe. The next time you feel your energy and mood going south, don’t indulge in feeling bad, beating yourself up or immediately turning to addictive activities. Recognize that your universal guidance system is directly communicating with you. Remind yourself of your true desire, such as to be free, whole, happy, in love or whatever is real for you. Allow your vairagya to motivate you to immediately switch up your thoughts and negative expectations of whatever you have been brooding about. Instead, seed your reality with images and thoughts of already having what you really want right now. As you do that feel the energy shift in your body. You are doing spiritual calisthenics - building your “muscles” of discernment and positive choice. This is a vital part of your process of Christing and embodiment of your true self.

Guided Practice: Cultivating Your True Desires

Therefore, the greatest hero’s journey that deepens our love is the willingness to bring love to those uncomfortable inner parts of ourselves. To live as an Avatar, we need to be willing to practice this “hardest form of love.” Once I realize I’ve been running from myself and take the time to flow love through my own body, it stops being hard. It starts feeling quite fulfilling and my heart says, “Right Action!” What is so crazy is to realize that I spent years avoiding my own fulfillment by substituting staying busy and trying to heal and love everyone else. But each time I was ready to accept love, it only took a few seconds to minutes to shift that pattern.

is Good, or God-like to: Treat others as you would like to be treated. Not let fear stop or control you. Endeavor to be courageous and take a stand for what you are passionate about. Give at least as much as you take, and endeavor to give more than you wish to take. Then you will get more and be a lot happier and open-hearted in the process. Create your own Good instead of trying to take it from others. This is the basis for being a “good person”. Evil creeps in as we feel disconnected from the Good within us and resort to trying to take the Good and light from others. Be kind, generous, helpful, respectful and real. Respect and honor the Earth we live on and which sustains us. Discover and claim your superpower(s) so you can do all the above from a more effective, empowered place.

Source text is the author's, verbatim. The headings, grouping, and emphasis are mine, added for readability. — Chris

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