Dimensions of Love

THE DIMENSIONS OF LOVE What is love.and what is it not? Why is love the most misused word on this planet? Why do our love relationships break, and hurt us deeply? Is Love meant to hurt?

This is the Grace Filled Path where by following divine laws, so simple a child could understand them, and by praying in deep desire to receive God’s Love, one can reach Union or At-one-ment with God. This involves deep humility and a steadfast anchoring into the centre of your own soul, along the way feeling all the emotions you have never dared to feel.

God has given us all a very simple way we can connect to Him/Her: The Power of Prayer. Coming from deep within our own hearts desires directly to God, it needs no intermediary and is free for all.

‘If you find anything good in this book which helps you to learn to know God better, you can be quite sure that it is His Majesty Who has said it, and if you find anything bad, then it has been said by me.’ St Theresa of Avila

The Three Forms Of Love

Divine Love

Divine Love is the most powerful, transformative and alchemical force in the universe. God is waiting and desiring to give this Greatest of All Loves to us through our desire and sincere yearning for It. This desire is us asking from the depths of our heart, sincerely, passionately and whole-heartedly, for Divine Love, humbly bowing to God to receive It. This desire is a straight line, an arrow pointing straight and true towards its target, praying as though you were ‘interrogating your own soul about its deepest, most hidden longings.’

True desire is as if you were driving a tent stake home, or striking a clear musical note, heard for the first time. A Lover of God is a soul of fire. Pure, deep yearning desire for God is like a flame that attracts the moths of benevolent spirit guides and Divine Love spirits. Pure desire is a beacon shining in the darkness that God and His helpers cannot ignore. Inexorably drawn to this flame like a magnet by their innate purpose and the very nature and substance of their souls, they cannot help but come to, serve and answer such a souls desire if it is alignment with Truth and Love.

Pure desire is a shining lantern, a beacon, a lighthouse in the darkness, a search light of aspiration and yearning for Love and Truth that helps you both in seeing divine truths and your own personal truths that shield one from following Divine Truth. It is this that sorts out the wheat from the chaff, separates out truth from untruth once used in Loves calling.

The Laws surrounding Divine Love are the most powerful Laws in existence, and the fastest way to learn Divine Laws is to connect to God via His Love, for we understand Laws of Divine Love in our heart.

This Work is largely a work of feeling for healing. We have to clear enough space to allow this Divine Love to flow in. When enough space is revealed within your soul, Love can flow into fill this space; feeling and releasing all the emotions held in your soul’s wounds creates this space. Then the stage is set for Divine Love to enter us fully in our humility and desire for It.

His deepest and simplest Message, given to him by God, is that we do not have within us the Divine, and never can or will have, until we receive and develop Divine Love through the simplest ways of desire, choice, humility, prayer and healing of the souls wounds.

‘In all God’s universe and creation of things material and spiritual, the only one of His creatures who can possibly have within them anything of a Divine nature is one who possesses Divine Love.’ — Christ Yeshua

This is also because we have not actually experienced Divine Love, and so mistake it as something else. Once you do fully experience Divine Love, there is no mistaking it for anything else!

We have never been At-one with God ever, and the thing we recognize as pure is our created soul, free of error and wounding, which we mistakenly call God and Home.

But when Divine Love does enter into your soul, piece-by-piece, day-by-day, the soul begins to transform; it begins to become Divine. The very substance of the soul changes, and it is deeply felt. And again, the transformation occurs through your openness, your yearning for Divine Love, your willingness to search for, embrace and heal any and all soul wounds that stand in its way, with continual dedication, inquiry and prayer.

Whenever you ask for it, in one second it will come and fill you. Ask and you shall receive, knock on the door and the door will open. This is a massive key and is worth giving EVERYTHING for. Walk through this door of Divine Love, opened through your sacred wounds, for once the door is opened, once you start to receive Divine Love, then you will never, ever, wish to close this door again; and once you keep going, it is sure that you will become At-one with God at some point on your journey.

It is the negative emotions and veils, your sacred wounds, which block It. Feel these fully, and breathe deeply and powerfully through your belly whilst praying to feel them completely.

Each human being has a unique place in Gods Creation. Each and every one of us is designed to be Gods delegate on Earth. Ask yourself: how often do you behave like a delegate?

As we heal further, and more of our causal soul wounds are removed, the entering of Divine Love into our souls becomes stronger and stronger, bringing deep tears, powerful sensations and expansions in the heart and soul in immense gratitude, humility and feelings of great love and even more yearning for God. There may also be whole body tingling and sensations, crown chakra and heart explosions, feelings of being fully bathed in love and light, great feelings of humility, awe and wonder at the indescribable nature of Gods Love, and how much He loves you. Receiving Divine Love can feel like being immersed in a bath of love all over, in every part of you, every cell. Deep peace, joy, and waves of bliss arise and flow all over, and great humility washes over the soul. Immense love for God as the most wondrous, awe inspiring Soul that He Is is felt. A deepening into the essence of your pure soul occurs, along with the deep desire to give more of your soul to God.

Heat, pressure, inner and outer movements, pulsing, physical shifts and alignments can occur as you open and embody more Divine Love and the feeling of Blessedness this brings. This Blessedness also arises in the felt feelings of forgiveness and mercy.

Receiving Divine Love can also become so powerful that we are brought to our knees in immense gratitude, rapture, pain and bliss, all at once.

Sometimes I have to stop praying as the body becomes too tired. Yet I trust in my Father’s love, and know that He is preparing and opening my body and soul more and more to Him. And receiving this power of Divine Love also brings up healing afterwards, as it reaches into nooks and crannies to reveal more emotions to feel and release.

We may feel a sense of separation, of distance, of missing God as we receive His Love, realizing the distance between Him and us that we have created, and realizing how beautiful a feeling we have left out of our lives. We may feel unworthy and small; we may feel pain and disconnection to God rapidly followed by connection and peace as we oscillate between our wounds and the truth of our pure soul that loves God. Pure honesty arises.

As long as we seek any form of satisfaction or solace from human beings, it will always be disappointed.

who do this out of a sense of duty, religious belief, low self esteem or family/ societal obligation often end up repressed, bitter, resentful and angry, twisting their soul into more knots. In not compromising how you are being, at any time to any person for any reason, your pure soul voice becomes stronger, clearer. Loving your own soul will always benefit everyone around you, even if it does not seem to be at the time because of your own fears.

Paradoxically, this enables one to become more and more loving with others. A gentle, soft and loving ‘detaching’ occurs because no more is human love needed. You get given all these things when you no longer ‘need’ them to fill yourself up.

We refuse to let it in because we are unwilling to feel our own wounds, and are not truly willing to feel these pains, even if we say we do.

If we are clearing things emotionally, we may find that we do not feel the feelings of Divine Love until after the emotions have cleared. As we clear more, more Divine Love can come to us.

and what emotions we are most scared of, for it is these emotions that we have to feel in order to allow God in.

We think we can do it all ourselves. Deep in your soul you know there is a God, but it is surrounded with many layers of betrayal, denial and abandonment. You do not feel Divine Love because of your wounds, because you do not yet feel or put into action your burning desire for God, you do not yet feel the passion for Truth.

God waits for US to become conscious of the mistakes within OURSELVES before He can give us more Divine Love. It is our responsibility to find the errors within ourselves, to do this work.

If you are not receiving Divine Love every day in your prayers, something is not clicking, and you are blocking it. Shame, feeling bad and guilt may arise from realizing how easy it is to slip into victim mode with God or in fact any other perceived authority figure.

Pray: how do I block myself from Your Divine Love? What unfelt emotions block me from feeling Your Love more? The answer could also be that you are not loving yourself, that you are judging yourself, that you are living in a false hope, that you have abandoned your love for yourself in your life, that you give it away cheaply to others, that you compromise it because you think it is the right thing to do, that to be a martyr is right, that to ignore your own feelings is the spiritual way. This is not what God desires for you at all!

Often there are two parts within us. The one with some type of desire to go to God, and a separated, heavy, pain filled part that does not wish to go at all to God.

On the Divine Love path, life becomes simpler and simpler. You do not bother with 90% of what most people bother with, because it is totally irrelevant to your soul.

A whole prayer can be felt and received and Divine Love can be shared with you in just 2 seconds. ‘God, help me to receive more of your Divine Love,” or words/feelings to that effect is as simple as it is.

If you start to have this relationship with God, borne from humility and yearning for Him and Him alone, and it is clear and deep, then prayer can happen in seconds.

Do not intend anything. Just desire God and everything will be given, everything will be added unto you, and it will be far more amazing, glorious and loving than whatever you can think about right now. This is True abundance.

With Divine Love firmly installed as the priority in your heart and soul, natural love can then be enjoyed for what it is, and actually more of it given and shared to others in a totally non attached and open hearted way.

Soul Mate Love

When the time comes for a soul to come into form, these two parts separate. This separation is necessary for the individualization of each part of this One complete soul, yet the two parts never lose their inter-relationship, or the binding qualities that existed before their separation. Their love is never cut, separated or split, for throughout all eternity these two parts are bound as One.

By asking to feel the times you did not love yourself, the times you projected mother and father wounds onto the other and vice versa, all the times you felt and received emotional pain and did not express or release it, (even if you did not feel it at the time,) all the times you allowed yourself to be used or abused because you did not love yourself or allow yourself to feel your own pains, all the times you felt betrayed and abandoned, judged and separated from, not just in intimate relatings but all instances this has occurred in your soul, (or as much as you are able to access) you can free your soul to meet your soul mate in a truth ful and loving way.

WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT IS IT NOT?

The lack of Divine Love being asked for and received by us is the main cause of human suffering.

In ancient Greece, love was seen to be four fold: Divine Love nurtures the growth of all other forms of human or natural love into their ultimate potential, based on universal laws of Divine Truth and harmony — the Divine Design.

Friendship involves loyalty to Truth. Human friendship is brought into its Divine Design by the souls involved desiring the Divine, being loyal to and united by this common goal, and specific feelings of fraternal love that arise from walking the path with these friends of the heart.

Every true love and authentic soul friendship is a story of unexpected transformation. If we are the same person before and after we loved, that means we have not loved enough. St John of the Cross says ‘spiritual friendship is not when the remembrance of the friendship causes remorse of conscience.’ This may be true, but this remorse gives one a valuable opportunity to see oneself, to forgive, to inquire into why there is remorse still there, and what emotions lie inside you that still give rise to this remorse, regret, fear or sadness. All these emotions, once felt, will lead you more into your soul, and closer to God. Whenever we truly love our soul, we are loving others also, even if they or we do not realize it at the time, and even if it goes against another’s wishes or agenda.

Love is a warm consciousness that is always speaking and sharing truth, and that does not support illusion of any kind, but can Comfort us (at times and as appropriate) in our genuine yearning for Truth and Love as we see our illusions and false beliefs, feel our wounds, and our façade breaks down. The more you feel, the more you heal.

Love does not nurse others through their own emotions, making it all better. Love does not refuse or run away from feeling all your own emotions. Love does not rescue anyone from feeling his or her own emotions Love does not give itself away to feed another’s needs Love is not running to be with others who will agree with you and your wounds. Love does not refuse to speak truth, no matter what your fears are around this. Love does not demand or expect anything from anyone. Love does not give to get. Love is not painful. Love does not retaliate. Love does not bargain. Love does not compromise. Love does not need to be loved. Love does not need to be needed, but can be desired from God. Love does not take anything or anyone for granted. Love does not sacrifice Itself for anyone or anything.

Love does not run away from Truth but runs towards it, no matter what the cost Love does not delay or postpone its growth and expansion within you

Love does not fill its absence with temporary substitutes and addictions Love does not run away from the pain of its felt absence within you Love has no shame and feels no loss Love does not need to be understood or explain its feelings Love does not gossip

So, now write down 5 ways you sell your soul out in the name of love, how you cheapen and degrade yourself in order to stop feeling a deeper emotion within you, how you sell out the truth and love of your soul and God in order to receive a certain emotion, a certain payback, a certain hoped for reciprocal emotion (which may never come) from others which you call love. So, you may refuse to speak the truth about yourself or another. You do it to keep a false peace, to keep a mask in place, putting on a fake smile to fit in, to become part of the crowd.

You want to please others, scared of rejection. Then you sacrifice yourself out of this duty of obligation. Then you want to feel needed. In fact you are being selfish, not loving at all. Does love need to feel needed? Does love need approval? Does love need appreciation and respect? Does love need to package the truth? What would want to do all of these things? Unworthiness, lack of self-love.

love you because I don’t want to feel my pain. I love you because I want to control you and control my own emotions. I love you because I am confused and do not know myself.

Love’s behavior is not dependent on what anyone else says, thinks, does or reacts to Love stands by Itself and only needs Itself to be Itself

We can think that the information that comes through this, our filter bubble, is unbiased and true. But it is not. In fact, from within our bubble, it is nearly impossible to see how biased this information is, and we are.

next. You can get stuck in a static, ever narrowing version of yourself — an endless you-loop. What I seem to like may not be what my soul actually desires. We block many truths shared with us because we filter much incoming information and emotions through the bubble of our own past experiences and emotions, our own beliefs. You could say that you are not ready to hear and put it into action, that you are not really willing, that your desire is not strong enough, that you couldn’t be bothered, that you are too involved in your small self, that it’s spirits that is interfering; so you filter out what is not appropriate for your small self or you only hear what you want to hear to suit your present soul condition.

Letting the mind organize, wandering to future plans, repetitive thoughts, being overwhelmed, pushing yourself too much, justifying new information to fit information into your present filter bubble, or the classic denial, “oh that truth is not for me, that is for someone else.”

What Love Is Not

Many people you think you love, and who think they love you, do not really love you, and you do not love them!

And we can then become addicted to this. We use each other, like tools, to stop feeling and seeing ourselves.

You may feel ‘tender care’ and a wish to protect the other from feeling pain, anger, fear and all the other feelings that will actually lead to healing, but in truth you are just protecting yourself from feeling these emotions that lurk hidden inside you.

When you say, “I love you” to other people you may be actually saying: I don’t want to feel certain emotions hidden deep within me. I love you because I don’t want to feel heavy. I love you because I don’t want to feel shitty. I love you because I don’t want to feel lonely. I love you so I do not have to feel the huge gaping hole within me. I love you because I don’t want to feel out of control. I love you so I can stay in control. I love you so I don’t have to feel angry. I love you so I can feel angry. I love you because I really don’t want to feel lost. I love you because I don’t want to feel how hopeless my life is. I love you because I don’t want to feel my own pain. I love you because you fit my fantasy in my head of what my lover should be like. I love you because I do not want to feel empty. I love you because I do not love myself. I love you because someone in my past did not love me. I love you because I am addicted to sex, to comfort. I love you because you make me feel good and stop me feeling other emotions I do not wish to feel. I love you because you fill me up. I love you because you make me feel scared and that’s what love is for me. I love you because you remind me of how I have been abused and how I have abused others. I love you because you serve me and do not bother me. I love you because other people say I do, and we look good together. I love you because society demands that I should, and it is right to. I love you because I am too scared to be myself and step out into the world alone.

I love you because I need you. I love you because I want to take care of you and make you, and me, feel good. I need to do something to deserve love. I need to do something to give love. I need to do something to receive love. Love is need. Need is love.

Does love use anything? Does love manipulate anybody? So why are you doing it everyday?

You are not really saying, “I love you.” Put instead the emotion that you do not dare to feel in place of the word love. So, you are saying, “I sad you.” “I lonely you.” “I guilt you.” “I hopeless you.” “I misery you.” “I lonely you, I unworthy you.” ‘I love you so I do not have to feel betrayed, abandoned.”

So how does it feel to use someone every day?

It can be hard to admit. Just feel it… I need you. I love you because you help me to not feel all these emotions, that is why I love you.

We can use others to fill us up, to make us feel better so we do not have to feel the pain within, the loneliness, the inner abyss, whether we want to admit it or not. To stop doing this is actually the most loving thing we can do. We seek from others what we lack within ourself. Why don’t we give what we most need instead? There are truths you may want to share with other people, but you do not because you are scared to, and think “oh, but I might be making a judgment.” But how are you going to know unless you speak it in a loving way that is totally open to the others emotions and your own, in humility?

Ask yourself this in every situation: What would God’s Love do, right here, right now? How does God treat me? This then is how to treat others. What does love do? If we ask these questions, we are starting to love ourselves, others and God.

Feeling The Beliefs Of The Wounded Soul

This prayer meditation is designed to help us feel the truth of both the wounded self, which is present until we are Soul realized, and the True Self, which is love.

It is wiser to see and viscerally feel these scripts rather than trying to cover over them. One of Christ’s core teachings is to enter into the hole of the wound and fully feel it, rather than try and cover it over with platitudes, affirmations and feel good techniques and tactics. By fully feeling the wound completely, the soul is released forever of the wound and its coping strategies around it. Temporary strategies to heal our wounds always fail. To realize we love another to get love because we do not love our own self is one of our core human wounds.

One may also experience spirit interference in this prayer meditation. This can manifest as voices and feelings disagreeing with it. Unless you are living in Christ, and as unconditional love, you can be sure these are negative spirits trying to dissuade you from travelling deeper into your own wounds to release them. Do each part for one hour. This meditation prayer can be about two hours long. Centre yourself and drop into a prayerful, silent heartful space. Ask to become vulnerable and open your heart.

Part One: I am not loved I am not loved I am not loved I have never been loved My parents did not love me I need love I need love I need love Please love me My quest for love has never worked My quest for love will never work Nobody really loves me. Nobody really loved me How do you feel?

Part Two I am love I am love I am love God loves me God loves me God loves me God desires me God desires me God desires me I am love I am love I am love (from your heart) I am not loved I have never been loved I am not loved I am not LOVED I am just not loved I am just not loved No one has ever loved me No one loves me I am not loved I am not loved I do not love myself I do not love myself I do not love myself I am loved I am loved I am loved I am LOVED God is not here for me God is not here for me God has never been here for me God is not here for me God has left me I am not loved I have never been loved No one loves me God loves me God LOVES me God wants me God wants me God LOVES me God WANTS me God desires me I don’t want God I don’t want God I don’t want God I want fear I want fear I want fear I AM LOVED I AM LOVED I AM LOVED God wants me God desires me God loves me

What does this make you feel?

The experience of love and need in co-dependent relationships

Using God as an excuse Do you want to receive Divine Love so you do not have to feel painful emotions? Because if your desire is not strong, you will not receive Divine Love.

Divine Love because God loves you Perfectly in Truth and will not entertain your illusions. But maybe you will receive nice feelings from spirits around you.

“I love you” to prevent yourself from feeling other emotions. Try saying and really feel ‘I don’t love you’ to others whom you think you love, and God, and see what happens.

bother anyone because when we were children we were beaten for asking about things or doing things, the comfort of worldly life and its trappings, our substitutes, our false love.and more are some of the reasons we do not feel desire for Divine Love and God. (See the book Sacred Wounds original Innocence for more.)

Pure desire is a gift you offer without any expectation of anything back -like spontaneous gratitude.

If you really desire God, you will do anything; you will be creative and experiment, do whatever you can. Do not wait for anyone. Truth is not some abstract concept out there; it is something you can be doing all the time with yourself and with everyone else.

When you feel any negative emotion at all, dive into it with pure desire. Ask God to fully feel it totally, and its causes. Drop whatever you are doing, stop everything, and go into it.

Truly loving people have no need to project outwards, as they have no need to get love or indeed anything at all from others, or to seek others love, attention, adoration and approval, because they are fulfilled by Divine Love.

Love will illumine your masks and veils if it is True. The extent of the delusion on Earth is gigantic. Basic understandings have been forgotten and covered over and many followers are created by many gurus to feed huge egos and huge holes where love does not dwell.

This becomes an unbeatable partnership that leads to Truth and Love. Then you can understand self and therefore others. Then one can Love. There is no love without truth at its core.

We are separate from God until we are not. Being humble allows one to step towards God in Truth. Any form of intellectual masturbation saying that ‘we are God,’ or we are not in separation is in clear denial of the obvious fact that you are, until you are not.

A blanket of light descends, making us feel good, veiling our true selves and our wounds, blinding us to who we really are and our sovereign connection to the Source of All That Is: the One God of Divine Love, who loves us Perfectly.

The 22 Dimensions Of Love

When I say, ’ came to me’ St Theresa was a Seventh Sphere Spirit (and has now moved into At-One-ment with God) very close to God, almost merged in Him. She did not come to me per se, but impressed herself, in a very pure way, without words at first, just as a feeling felt in my soul. She then ‘downgraded’ or transduced her energy into the Fifth and Third Spheres so I could receive some of her words, and then went back into her pure state in the Seventh Sphere. This movement was an education in itself, as I directly and tangibly experienced the way a spirit can move through the Spheres.

These errors were based on her own unworthiness, which she mistook for humility in many, but not all cases. When she left her physical body and went into the spirit world, she began to understand that God Loves us more than she had realized, and God did not create us or want us to be unworthy or falsely humble, but rather rejoice in the gifts that He has so generously given us.

Each Sphere/dimension is separated by a boundary of Love, and the only way to progress from one dimensional Sphere to another is to grow in Love and Truth. God created the first souls, Amon and Aman, or Adam and Eve, in harmony as perfectly innocent Sixth Sphere humans.

The first eight Spheres are the most important for us on Earth, as they mark the journey to entering the Kingdom of God, whilst the next sixteen Spheres mark the journey within the Kingdom of God Itself.

Ask yourself this question, ask God, ask your guides: What are the lessons of love I have to learn before I can make the transition from the Sphere I am in right now (lets say second) to the third Sphere? Any spirit who made that transition will be able to tell you, and you will grow fast if you work through that particular lesson. The truth is simple: it is all progression in love. I can grow in love, and just as I make different choices I can degrade in love. If you make a choice that is disharmonious with love, your soul condition degrades, and when you make a choice that is harmonious with love, your soul condition expands.

If I wanted to live in harmony, peace and free of my wounds, I would rush to the Sixth sphere (via the fourth). If I wanted to become an incredible or miraculous healer, I would hasten to the Fourth Sphere, where these gifts are well developed.

There are many rooms in many mansions (another word for the Spheres) created by My Father for everyone to live according to their nature, loves, dispositions and desires. I am going ahead to God, creating, in my wake, a new pathway of divine love and consciousness, new stations where you can rest and grow in love, before journeying further onwards. If this were not so, and you only had one mansion (Sphere) you could be in, I would have told you.

My Fathers “House” (in Aramaic Baita) means a space within which the unfolding of the perpetual creating process of the cosmos is occurring all the time, every moment, even right now. The rooms (from awanu) are literally way stations or temporary resting places in this unfolding process of our souls evolution. There are not only many of these “way stations” or Spheres, but an ever increasing number, an abundance of places (rooms or planes within each sphere) for one’s soul-consciousness to consolidate itself, and then move on.

THE FIVE DEATHS ‘I die a little every day.’ Each movement into the next Sphere of love is guarded by a boundary of love. To pass through each of these boundaries we have to increase the amount of love we are holding and being by receiving Divine Love. As this amount of love increases within us, something also leaves us, passes away: dies. Each sphere we enter into is like a death to our old self; part of our old self dies, part of our wounds release, part of the old emotions and soul we thought we were, goes.

The five deaths are how the Passion manifests in your soul, melting inexorably and inevitably the finite masks, veils and wounds, encrustments and denials, armoring and shield, sword and spear, all parts of you, all parts of creation.

The First Sphere Fear Courage

The First Sphere is fear dominated: Fear is behind almost every action like a blanket covering everything. Many choices, desires and actions are all coming from a root of fear: fear-based decision-making. One can be timid or angry, repressed or externalized. Surface dominated emotions like anger, blame, and unwillingness to feel any kind of deeper emotions, such as fear, pain and grief, are dominant. Blame, projection, denial, avoidance, shame, unworthiness seem like a never-ending spiral to feel. Here, one does not feel much of God or Divine Love, and prayer is infrequent. One is run by addictions, substitutes and negative spirits. You create different masks to fit into groups, society, family and friends, to become part of them. To be accepted and approved, to feel safe, is your daily mode of living, and you have these masks you live by to survive in the matrix, to get along.

One cycles around the effects of the emotions, caught in a vicious cycle too afraid to go into the fear itself. Whilst it is important to feel the effects of emotions, in the first Sphere one gets caught in them.

When fear no longer dominates your life, from that moment on your soul is going to expand, even when we are afraid.

In the next plane of the first Sphere known as the “Twilight Zone’ souls spend time discussing God, emotions and metaphysical topics, rather than experiencing them. Religious groups, beliefs and spiritual ignorance abounds.

Do not imagine these seven mansions as arranged in a row, one behind another, but fix your attention on the centre, the palace occupied by God, the King, the Sun, whose light reaches every part of it. Like an onion, which has many outer rinds surrounding the core, just so around this central place are many more, as there also are above it.

The room itself is light enough, but one cannot enjoy the light because one is prevented from doing so by these wild beasts, which force one to close their eyes to everything but himself and them.

We shall never succeed in knowing ourselves unless we seek to know God; by looking at His purity we shall see our foulness; by meditating upon His humility, we shall see how far we are from being humble.

Secondly, if we turn from self towards God, our understanding and our will becomes nobler and readier to embrace all that is good: if we never rise above the slough of our own miseries we do ourselves a great disservice. If we never stop thinking about ourselves, I am not surprised if we experience these fears and others that are still worse.

There are many ways in which souls enter these rooms, always with good intentions; but legions of evil spirits in each room prevent souls from passing from one to another, and as we fail to realize this, we are tricked by all kinds of deceptions.

Everyone who wishes to enter the second sphere will be well advised to try to put aside all unnecessary affairs and business of this world. For those who hope to reach the principal Mansion, of At-one-ment with God, this is so important that unless you begin in this way you will never be able to get there. Beware of cares, which have nothing to do with you.

Willingness, desire and new choices start to present themselves, and you realize the power of choice in your life: you can simply say no to certain things and people and situations, and say yes to new, unknown and more fulfilling events and people.

You are less afraid of being humble and vulnerable, and start to expose yourself regularly. You start to change many things in your life, with fear and trepidation, yet also with a sense of adventure and aliveness, of striking out into the unknown, feeling small and hesitant, yet embracing this smallness.

Who am I and what am I here to do is the guiding force here, as you start to search for the happiness that lies at the end of all things. You can sense it, not knowing what it is, but your soul beckons you forward, and a whole multitude of glorious synchronicities, guides, books, people and angels seen and unseen come flooding into your life to kick start this new and exciting adventure into pastures fertile with promise.

Shedding old skins, dying a little each day, becoming more alive and impassioned, less materialistic, letting go of old ideas, attitudes and behaviors, becoming more open and wonder filled as to what reality actually could be, means the skies open up for you.

Freedom of choice, to choose and choose again, to be fluid, to change your once rigid mind, timetabling, scheduling, plans and goals at the drop of a hat become more commonplace and accepted.

Your foundations, once so comfortable, so known, are seen to be built on a totally artificial and wounded foundation: with one touch, the whole stack of cards can collapse.

We are often caught in attachments (material/personal), dependency (others, the system, addictions both to substances and behaviours), judgments (ourselves and others) comparison, expectations and self-importance (feeling inferior). The First Sphere is about the masks we put on in order to belong, fit in and feel safe in the matrix.

The Second Sphere Of Natural Love

Muhammad said, “You are a hundred thousand particles and each particle of yours is being carried off by some desire; within each particle of yours, you are carrying an illusion. The one who demonstrates purity of intention, and sincerity of action goes to Paradise. There is no need for a promise such as, “If he or she has been able to do this, he or she goes to Paradise.” If he or she has been able to do this, he or she is completely Paradise itself.’

The shift from the First to the Second Sphere is the shift from being a victim, blaming and projecting your wounds and needs outwards onto others, into becoming totally self responsible for everything in your life, in every way. Instead of blaming others, one blames oneself, and owns every emotion that is felt within you.

We tend to repeat our suffering if we have not learnt fully all that can be learnt from it. We have to experience our suffering completely while it happens, as a child does, allied with our desire for a higher life so we never want to experience or repeat the suffering again. Until we have squeezed every single last morsel and lesson from our painful experiences, they will tend to repeat again in similar forms through the Law of Attraction showing us the same pattern, again and again. Ultimately, this is compassion, because it reminds us of the same wound within us, urging us to another layer so it is completed once and for all, freeing us into another level of love.

You cry a lot and let go of everything you have learned about yourself. Everyday is totally new. You are blown away, it is painful and joyful. You start to realize that you know nothing and that gives you a feeling of freedom and the fuel to pray to God more.

Your way of living and new choices may become a threat to people living in fear. You stop coping with their beliefs and speak truth. You may experience their anger or rejection, but you speak from your heart, whatever it takes. This is the first transition in the Second Sphere: the release of fear.

The “I can/must do it alone” becomes “I can’t do it alone”. Humility arises and connecting to God through prayer becomes more natural and spontaneous.

What they have learned is to ignore their fears by living a desire filled and passionate life rather than feeling their fears. When you are on the Divine Love Path, you do not ignore your fears and make out they are not there; you feel them all completely and they no longer dominate your decision-making.

yourself. It is in the Second Sphere that the famous book, ‘Conversations with God’ was channeled by a spirit falsely claiming to be God. If there is still denial of fear, fear is dominating your life and there is a denial of truth. If we do not have the strong desire to know everything that is going on inside of us, we compromise the truth.

‘To get from the Second Sphere into the Third Sphere of love, I have to learn a primary lesson about love: that love always tells the truth no matter what the consequences are.’ For example, you wake up in the morning and say ‘I feel good’, when actually you are feeling afraid. You just lied.

And you grow immensely through this transition. But what often happens is that we are so afraid that someone might not like us, so afraid of those emotions coming from other people, that we lock ourselves in a place where we cannot progress.

“At this point, I live emotionally in the truth of where I am all the time, not generating any façade when I have a conversation, or in my relationship with God: I am sharing who I am and what I feel all the time. If I am afraid, I feel afraid, and I am not trying to be courageous anymore, I just soften into that. I am soft to every emotion that comes up. I am allowing the truth of who I am all the time. In this place we no longer desire or want the façade self at all, and give it up completely, because we want to engage our desires and passions fully.”

This is how the Spheres work: Spheres 3, 5, 7 are divine love Spheres, and Spheres 2, 4, 6 are natural love Spheres. Each ascending Sphere is a higher harmonic of the previous one: the Fifth Sphere is a higher harmonic of the Third, and so on.

Such souls are not versed enough in Divine Love and Truth, and are still internally struggling with major wounds and filters which distort ones sense of clear seeing and lead to judgment, misunderstanding, and an error laden application of ‘Divine Truths’ to other people’s situations and your own.

This is why Christ said:’ Do not try and point out the speck in your brothers eye when you have a log in your own.’

THE SECOND MANSIONS Here is where we find the great importance of perseverance, and the war which negative spirits wage against us. It is essential if we are to attain our goal to put in place good habits and foundations from the beginning.

Negative spirits pretend that earthly pleasures are eternal: they remind the soul of the esteem in which it is held in the world, of its friends and relatives, of the way in which its health will be endangered by cleanses and penances (which the soul always wants to do when it enters this Mansion) and of a thousand other impediments. What confusion these spirits bring about in the poor soul, and how distressed it is, not knowing if it ought to proceed further or return to the room where it was before!

The soul will certainly suffer trials at this time, especially if these spirits sees that its character and habits are such that it is ready to make further progress: all the powers of hell will combine to drive it back again. It is here that we have need of God’s aid, without which we can do nothing. Of Thy mercy, allow not this soul to be deluded and led astray when its journey is but begun. Give me light so I may see how all my welfare consists in this, and so I may flee from evil companionship.

Have a fixed determination not to allow yourself to be beaten, for if these negative spirits see that you have firmly resolved to lose your life, peace and everything else you have rather than return to the first mansion, they will soon cease troubling you.

Can any evil be greater than the evil which we find in our own house? Unless we have peace, and strive for peace in our own home, we shall not find it in the homes of others. Let this war now cease.

The Second Death: Living In Divine Laws

‘They fretted over him and troubled him with their fears and projections. They made him the concern and the problem and the focus of the kingdom. They interfered with every aspect of his life. They gave him no space to grow into his own man. They robbed him of space and time. They misunderstood his every gesture and utterance. They magnified his silence. They distorted his stillness. They suspected his prayers. They saw sinister aspects to his complete innocence.’

Once you choose God, feeling His Love and Laws, feeling how much you are loved, and what profound healing can happen through receiving Divine Love, then a game begins. For many this can be a dramatic battle. For others, less so.

Following these laws means the end of the domination of fear in your life, and there will be a definite occasion where your soul will feel this occur. It does not mean you will not feel fear now and again; it just means that the domination of it is now gone, and you feel free to fully follow your passions and desires for your own souls growth into Divine Truth and love, and are more quickly able to feel and see the effects of them bloom and manifest in your life. The Primary Divine Laws here are deep humility, burning desire, self-love, dedication and commitment, bravery to follow the call of your soul, and clear and consistent choices to live this.

An inner strength you never knew existed arises within you, allied with a deep sobriety and quietness.

This is an initiation that all those on the Divine Love Path have to undergo: to sacrifice all that they love most dearly to come closer to God. There is no shortcut around this, or way to avoid it: it has to be done if you are serious about your At-one-ment with God. All has to be given in faith and total trust for Divine Love to pour into you at an ever-increasing rate. Of course, this does not mean you have to behead anyone! On the contrary, it is about beheading yourself, cutting off your own head/ ego so love can flow in with fewer impediments.

The highest form of betrayal is the betrayal of your soul to not betray another. So you think, “That person needs my love, but I don’t feel like doing it, but I will do it anyway because I am meant to, because that is what I think love is.” It is feeling obliged, and this form of conditioning actually erodes your self love and generates resentment and anger within the soul, preventing true vulnerability, as you do not feel free to express your true emotions because you are caught in a web of trying to please others. Even if you are not pleasing others, you can be doing this inside yourself.

The ‘will’ to push forward breaks,

cracks and collapses more into the heart. This is when more divine love can enter into you, and you, as you know yourself to be as defined by the will, becomes more broken, powerless and turned towards the softness of the heart and to God.

The intellect ties people in knots and risks nothing; love is a shameless fool and risks everything, again and again. Mind does not easily break down; love reduces itself to rubble. But treasures are hidden amongst ruins. A broken heart hides treasures.

The Third Sphere Of Divine Love

LOYALTY, SURRENDER TO DIVINE TRUTH SILENT SOUL ‘MIND’ UNFOLDS: MENTAL DISSIPATES MORE ‘HARD’ WORK ENDS — RAPID PROGRESSION STARTS DIVINE LOVE ALWAYS AVAILABLE IN INCREASING QUANTITIES SERVICE TO GOD COMMENCES WITH DIVINE AUTHORITY IN TRUTH

The pain, suffering and intensity of feeling an clearing negative emotions, the really ‘hard’ work of clearing your deep personal wounds, errors and history, ends somewhere in the Third Sphere.

Souls in the last stages of the Second Sphere understand they have to fulfill some work in helping others. This is an “At-one-ment task”, because it is a Work they have to carry out to make up for their errors, to repay the help that they themselves have received, and which they continue receiving from God, Higher Spirits and their own guides.

‘To really serve with all one’s heart and soul is to do it only for God’s sake. It is not real service or worship if it is for the sake of others wishes or desires.”

To them the work may be more difficult, because what they teach is new to many, and therefore they face greater resistance and rejection than those on natural love or meditational paths.

When one is in the Third Sphere, Divine Love and Light starts to flow through you to others, shining through your eyes, your words, your auric field, your physical body, your sexual energy, and your spontaneous actions.

You will gladly be a fool for this love if it means you get one step closer to Him. At the latter stages of the Third Sphere, entering the doors of the Fourth Sphere, room for error decreases: the path becomes narrower, and you gladly choose this for this is what you desire.

The Third Mansions

The periods of aridity teach you to be humble, and not make you restless, which is the aim of negative spirits.

Often it is God’s will that His elect should be conscious of their misery and so He withdraws His help from them — and no more than that is needed to make us recognize our limitations very quickly. They then realize that this is a way of testing them, for they gain a clear perception of their short comings, and sometimes they derive more pain from finding that, in spite of themselves, they are still grieving about earthly things, and not very important things either. This is a great mercy on the part of God, and even though they are at fault, they gain a great deal in humility.

But if the fault is not yours, the Lord is just, and what His Majesty denies you in this way He will give you in other ways. His secrets are hidden deep; but all that He does will be best for you, without the slightest doubt.

The Third Death: Depending On God

The Third Death of the separate self’s insistence and reliance on itself and its mind for existence, away from God, can be devastating. It is only through breakdown that one can breakthrough, out of false comfort zones of any kind. This Death is when you are rendered totally powerless in your realization ‘that of myself I can do nothing’, and the separate self breaks and implodes to a greater degree. Your soul realizes that God is its only desire, and most other human needs and substitutes for love drop away. (See Original Innocence Book.) In this process, you lose, let go of, are stripped of, surrender and abandon all strategies, coping mechanisms, feel good platitudes, affirmations, mantras, ideas, beliefs, buddhas, gods, healing techniques, energy systems and any and all learning methodologies and crutches.

Part of you begins to identify with the infinite in a small yet felt way through your heart. Part of your soul changes forever, as you remember the image you were made in on a soulful, cellular and inexplicable way, and you feel this Remembrance in the substance of your soul. Once you know, you can never go back. God, through the Holy Spirit and associated Spirits, Becomes your True Teacher from this point forward. In this death, you, as control freak, are no more.

Dependence on God is not a cage but a great freedom. It relieves the soul, allows the soul to drop much of its burden, its struggles, its conflicts and stress caused by its incessant battle against the innate natural order and harmony of the cosmos. It is a great release into ever-deeper peace, into an emptier mind and inner tuning to the ever-present currents of Divine presence.

To be a master within your own cage with your own truths, or a humble servant receiving Divine Love in the infinite expanse of Divine Truth?

One lives more in the present moment. Not knowing is the norm, one delighted and reveled in. The mind unravels its spool and thread, resting in more emptiness created by the souls expansion into possessing more Divine Love. In Divine Love you cannot escape feeling anything. There are no Reiki blankets over your wounds, covering over of feelings, no rationalizing or escaping into feel-good solutions, no slavish following of teachers and putting any kind of responsibility onto them, no distractions, no helping of others to escape feeling their and your own wounds, no self help programs, no new ways to escape feeling what you do not wish to feel or find the latest trend, running from one workshop to another to find out about the latest discovery about the infinite soul that we do not have, no ways to strategize and improve your limited human self, all of which are designed to escape feeling your emotional wounds and blocks to Divine Love entering your soul. You deliberately choose no escape, because you desire Divine Love, and with this choice and desire, you choose to feel all the pain and then eventually all the love that comes from this.

Whenever you feel any emotion stirring, stop doing anything and everything else, and just feel it. Even if you are in the middle of a meeting, in the supermarket, with others, at dinner, or any social occasion, STOP AND FEEL. What do you desire? What is your priority? What is important to you? The longer you delay, the less you will feel. Embracing it in the moment allows the deepest and fastest openings for the soul to occur.

The Fourth Sphere Of Natural Love

A bigger differentiation occurs, and one feels less and less attracted to anyone or anything not on the Divine Love Path.

Their only interest on the earth is in helping humans to progress towards God, but they take no personal interest in their affairs. Earthly bonds, the importance of daily life and family bonds TOTALLY disappear. DNA changes occur as the healing and integration of most parental and ancestral wounds and inherited characteristics in the sexuality become felt and released.

By the time you are moving through the Fourth Sphere, you are totally living in your passions and desires without any obstruction. Everything your soul has desired and is passionate about since childhood that is in harmony with Divine Love and Truth will manifest, (apart from union with God obviously!) and the process of manifesting this is what cleanses and purifies the soul itself. This will be on all levels.

Self-love refines to a new degree here, in a more subtle way. Almost everything not in alignment with your passions, desires, visions and love of your own soul and sovereign individuality in alignment with Divine Truth and Love is seen and is no longer welcomed in your life; there is no more compromise on any aspect of this. Before this there may have been subtle compromises because of a willingness to serve or accommodate others, but any compromise here on the love for your own soul, and how God loves you, becomes exposed through Law of Attraction events.

Others may not perceive it to be so, as they can no longer get away with even subtle projections, demands, expectations or unloving behavior with you, as you feel it as untruthful and no longer tolerate it within you to accommodate such behavior from others or from your own compromising of yourself.

THE FOURTH MANSIONS This Mansion is the one in which the greatest number of souls enter. As the natural is united with the supernatural in it, it is here that negative spirits can do the most harm.

In these Mansions poisonous creatures can actually do the soul good. In this state of prayer it is much better for them to enter and make war upon the soul, for, if the soul had no temptations, these negative spirits might mislead it with regard to the consolations which God gives it, and do much more harm than they can when it is being tempted. The soul, too, would not gain so much, for it would be deprived of all occasions of merit and be living in a state of permanent absorption. When a soul is continuously in a condition of this kind it is not safe, nor possible, for the Spirit of the Lord to remain in a soul continuously in this way.

My own experience of this state — of these favours and this sweetness in meditation — was that, if I began to weep over the Passion, I could not stop until I had a splitting headache; and the same thing happened when I wept for my errors.

And we creatures go about like silly little shepherd-boys, thinking we are learning to know something of God when the very most we can know amounts to nothing at all, for even in ourselves there are deep secrets we cannot fathom.

As this heavenly water begins to flow from this source, from our very depths, it proceeds to spread within us and cause an interior dilation and produce ineffable blessings, so that the soul itself cannot understand all that it receives here. In this state the faculties are not in union, but they become absorbed and are amazed as they consider what is happening to them.

By “anything painful” I mean anything that we try to force ourselves to do; it would be painful, for example, to hold our breath. The soul must just leave itself in the hands of God, and do what He wills it to do, completely disregarding its own advantage and resigning itself as much as it possibly can to the will of God.

These spirits may see nothing else in you except that God is showing you special love, but this is quite sufficient to make these spirits do their utmost to bring about your fall. The conflict, then, is sterner for such souls than for others, and if they are lost their fate is less remediable.

For when He sees a very timorous soul, He sends it, much against its own will, some very sore trial the bearing of which does it a great deal of good; and later, when the soul becomes aware of this, it loses its fear and offers itself to Him the more readily.

The first dark night is the completing of the separation of natural love attachments and sensuality from the soul. This is for the ‘beginners’. The second night is the actual cleansing of the human soul itself as it reaches towards Union with God in the Eighth Sphere.

This delighting in the sensual, material, natural love happens because we are still in suffering, and part of the journey is being truthful about that in all ways; so when any consolation, natural love, temporal beauty or Grace is given to us, we may immediately inebriate and delight in the sensual nature and plunge into enjoying the error and consolation at the same time, until such a time as one can see the error of this and the roughness of our actions that are not of the spirit.

Ones fears can arise too, that everything is going wrong, that God has now abandoned you, and different kinds of spirit attack can occur to do with temptation and sexuality in what St John calls the spirit of fornication. God

Christ said, ‘If I honour myself, my honour is nothing. It is my Father who honours me.’

Love replies, ‘Lose yourself. Become a shameless fool for love, willing to do anything and everything, and find Me.’

As Christ shares,’ Whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life (the separate self) for My sake (Divine Love and truth) will save it.’

This contemplation replaces meditation and practices; contemplation is the ‘secret, peaceful and loving infusion from God, which, if permitted, will enkindle the soul with the spirit of love.’ This contemplation is silent, has nothing to do with the mind or thoughts, and takes one over completely as one allows it to.

The means and preparation for knowing and feeling more of the glory of God at this point in the journey are not the great pleasures, delights and receptions of Divine Love in its bliss; it is aridity, flatness, emptiness, deadness, desolation and detachment from the sensual nature, a dark night of desire, which can feel like being in a desert, and yet in this there arises a greater peace, inner silence and stillness. True humility dawns. This purification is intense and bewildering at times. The impurities of the heart-soul, the hara and the womb undergo deep purifying and separation from you, making one feel abjectly humble and deeply unworthy at times in a different manner of unworthiness than ever experienced before. The glimpses and graces of receiving the next octave of Divine Love purge you even further, as this Divine Love is so much purer, and so much more purely received into the higher part of the soul alone, without diversion into natural love tendencies or sensual attachment.

Fourth Sphere Transition to Fifth Sphere All pedestals that yourself and others have put you on, and all pedestals you have placed others on, now go. The only pedestal left is for God and his Impeccable Love and Truth that you now go to, first and foremost. God will show you this in many ways, gently pushing you towards your sovereign soul connection with Him, and to fully become His follower rather than anyone else’s.

Difficult times do one of two things to us: they either break us or they force us to go back to the primal ground of our being. Adversity wakes us up. It reminds us not of who we think we are in our vanity, but who we are in our simplicity. Adversity tells us the truth of how things stand. It never deceives, never inflates, and never lies. For there to be a new prosperity, we must first have a new adversity. There can be no prosperity without adversity that has been wisely transformed.’

This is a vital test of discernment, to see how much of Gods Laws you know by now, how much you feel of Divine Love, and how you can stay with Gods Truth even when others are sharing differently. Of course, some genuine Celestial spirits may also come to you, and again, you will be able to feel and discern the difference.

The Fifth Sphere Of Divine Love

Souls on the Divine Love Path no longer find common interests with natural love souls, apart from to help them; yet they are not interested in their accomplish ments, conversations or beliefs. They have a fundamentally different spiritual path by now, and a fundamentally different soul, and this leads to different interests.

Nobody owns anything. The moment we think we do, we lose sight of Reality. With the first assumption of ownership, the urge to divide, separate, enclose and be apart from others, we are replicating the first choice of separation from God. Truth is free. Love is free.

Ownership is death to the soul blooming into Divine Love. The world will try and tempt you into ownership of everything and anything, with all kinds of rational, plausible and reasonable explanations, theorems, ideas, moral obligations and pseudo spiritual arguments. All of it is false. God created us all equal, and to follow, listen to, and try and adapt to others who are lost from this innocence is to stain your own innocence with fear.

Even silence has a melody; a rhythm, a movement. Silent smiles glow in the dark. Silence wafts, serene and undulating, bearing messages ensconced within itself the mind can never know yet which the soul is nourished by, knowing itself in the peace beyond understanding.

Allow the distance to settle, like dust rising into the sky, from yourself and your Self. See yourself as a single mote of dust, illuminated briefly by a sparkle of sunlight, swirling in the air, to then vanish forever. Illuminated for a moment, gloriously seen by God’s Angels, now you can lose yourself in eternity.

Rumi replied:” Gods Love is an endless ocean, and humans strive to get as much water as they can out of it. But at the end of the day, how much water we get depends on the size of our cups. Some people have barrels, some have buckets, whilst some others only have

THE FIFTH MANSIONS How shall I ever be able to tell you of the riches, treasures and delights which are found in the Fifth Mansions? No one can describe them, the understanding is unable to comprehend them and no comparisons will avail to explain them; earthly things are quite insufficient for this purpose. All our desires here are occupied in desiring to please God.

Death comes more easily when one can see oneself living a new life, whereas our duty now is to continue living this present life, and yet to die of our own free will. This may be harder, but it is of the greatest value and the reward will be greater too if you gain the victory.

The purer the light of the Divine, the more simple It is, the more sublime suffering the soul may undergo as it receives it. As John shares, ‘As this Divine infused contemplation has many excellences, and as does the soul have many miseries, which are not yet purged, the two cannot co exist in one subject — the soul -and it must of necessity have suffering since it is the subject where these two contraries war against each other, working against each other.’

This Dark Night humbles us and makes us sad, miserable but strangely not lonely. By this time, the soul will have conquered any feelings of human loneliness, yet it empties us of natural love affection, making of us a different creature that no longer feels love in the same way we have been used to.

This Divine purge stirs up all the foul and vicious humors of which the soul was never before aware; never did it realize there was so much darkness and so many errors in itself, since these humors were so deeply rooted. And now that they may be expelled and annihilated, they are brought to light and seen clearly through the illumination of this dark light of Divine contemplation. Although the soul is no worse than before, either in itself or in its relationship with God, it feels clearly that it is so bad as to be unworthy that God sees it.

The experience of these sufferings does not derive from this wisdom — but from the soul’s own weakness and imperfection.

Our imperfections are the fuel that catches on fire, and once they are gone there is nothing left to burn. When the imperfections are gone, the soul’s suffering terminates, and joy remains.

The Sixth Sphere Of Natural Love

The Sixth Sphere is a place of purity, where there are no more obstacles, no more wounds, simply peace and contentment. In this Sphere you become truly Human as God Created you to be originally, but not human as others may think ‘human’ to be. You become Soul Realised. You become a master of suffering, a master of the art of transcendence. Wherever you go, you will transform others.

One can get stuck here, as there is little to desire, for one has everything a human can have, as we have been Designed to be. Both internally and externally, all is given and received, and nothing is wanted for.

In the Sixth Sphere, all ‘human’ desires become completed and satisfied. God has created us in a way of Love, so that this Love can be felt, expressed and shared in every way so we can enjoy the full bounty of God’s Love for us, and give this honour, love and glory back to God in our gratitude and love for Him. This is mutual love of a high order, an infinity loop of direct relationship with God borne in Love. We love each other, and God loves us so much He wants to give us everything. There is a part of your soul that has never been in separation; when your soul was created by God in its pure state. It is in harmony with everything. And that part of you is here. In our constant prayers for Divine Love and in receiving Divine Love, we can feel this original innocence.

None of that can be trusted, because it is this artificial self that is living out of distrust, in opposition to your Pure Soul as God created it to be.

This can be an innocent, playful time, (the Dalai Lama is a good example of this) full of laughter, without any shame or guilt, sexually pure and innocent, open yet fluid. There is no shame left in sexuality AT ALL. Before this there is, no matter what you may think or feel. This is the Garden of Eden, where like children we roam in the bounty and beauty of nature, enjoying all her gifts in our naked, innocent peace. As St Thomas said, ‘When you trample underfoot all shame and guilt within, then you enter the Kingdom of Heaven.’ This is as opposed to the Celestial Kingdom of God, where the human soul becomes the Divine Soul.

This is because the frequency of the love and joy within the Sixth Sphere is actually ‘rougher’ and more human than the refined divine peace and joy of the Fifth Sphere. ‘Love can never be content to stay for long where it is.’

The Buddha is the perfect example of this. It is the return to the Adamic state, or Adam Kadmon Body.

The Sixth Sphere is the Paradise, which the Hebrews dream of and the Paradise that Christian churches teach of. But it is not At-one-ment with God; far from it. This is because it is still mind orientated; any brotherhood or human community will always crumble at some point if it is not based on a greater Love and wisdom than what humans already possess. On the natural love path, the Sixth Sphere is the Sphere which Buddhists refer to as ‘diamond mind’, the clear awareness of the pure and empty mind resting in the pristine spaciousness of the void, the zero point energy field, with its intrinsic connection and harmony with all existence. Self Realisation and the void, or emptiness, are the attributes of the mind here that has reached its zenith of perfection. The mind can go no further apart from to rest in this spaciousness and teach others about it, and the silence and relative purity it contains. This is absorption in Self, and states of Samadhi, drunken meditational bliss whilst absorbed in this state, are common for these souls.

Doing meditational practices to stop the mind and its chatter are treating the effects of the souls unfelt feelings, and dealing with these as the cause, a basic error. The mind is incapable of understanding your own soul, incapable of under standing the Soul of God, and is incapable of feeling that which God feels; it is only the soul that can do this.

the mind will always interfere and create obstacles in becoming closer to your soul mate and more intimate soulful relatings.

When you are in your soul you ‘think’ by feeling into your soul. Just as we do not need the physical body in order to exist as a soul, so we do not need the mind as a part of the spirit body in the higher Spheres.

The real here is the Divine Love of God, the most blissful of all the feelings a soul can ever experience, and to feel this, become a part of it and for that to be actually possessed by you so it never leaves, requires that the image of your soul and the substance of your soul are the same as God.

Our separation from our Creator is the origin of suffering and the basis of all anxiety. The origin of every soul is this paradise. The person who has reached this perfection has no original sin left, because the centre of the human soul is pure and perfect.

Sufi’s feel that only those who have achieved this are normal, how we are meant to be, and everyone else is abnormal and ill, suffering from the sickness of the heart originating with separation from the Creator.

Even in the Sixth Sphere there is still some kind of identity that you have become used to; you are you without any wounds. At the moment, you are a human soul and even when you are a perfected human soul, you are still human.

There will be nothing left of it. It will be completely transformed into a Divine Soul, a Celestial Spirit, a Divine Angel. So not only will it be a healed soul, step 1, then the substance of your soul will completely change, becoming a totally different Divine Soul with a different substance, a substance made of Divine Love alone. When you become a Divine Soul you cease being human; you have gone to the complete next level and octave of evolution. The human being is just a stepping point, a temporary stage, a station along the road of evolution, into At-one-ment with God. That’s the goal, the greatest love, that’s why I Am here. As Muhammad said, “There is another universe; run there.”

The Seventh Sphere Of Divine Love

The Seventh Sphere is the one that divides the souls who have meditational, energetic, intellectual or moral qualities developed to the highest degree of excellence, from those who have had their souls developed by the Divine Love of God.

The disappearance of the material mind and the absolute ascendancy of the soul’s mind occurs. One needs a lot of God’s Love, of His Substance, in one’s soul to achieve this goal.

As St John shares, ‘One runs swiftly to God, touching Him again and again, as the soul is almost totally purified here. The soul becomes bold, for the favour which God grants to the soul here causes it to become vehement in its boldness. You ask God and you receive, your soul seizes hold of God and does not let Him go. A certain burning sweetness in the soul becomes more constant.’ ‘The Seventh Sphere is where you give up the minds dominance of your life completely and everything flows from the pure soul.’

If you have a feeling that something is living through you, then it is not God, because God does not live through anyone. If you feel ‘it’ is talking to you then it is not God, because God does not talk to anyone; God transmits Feeling to feeling, Soul to soul directly. In the Seventh Sphere, God becomes your Soul Mate and your True Beloved as an actual reality; God takes you as His bride, Her bridegroom. Your human soul mate is an echo, a reflection of this Divine Marriage that transforms you from actually having a human soul. Having God as your soul mate in Absolute Truth and Total Divine Love is the greatest event any human can ‘experience’ because we actually cease being human in order to have this ‘Union’. We change through God’s Will and Love into becoming the Divine.

THE SEVENTH MANSIONS The dance of the people of God is subtle and light. They walk like a leaf on water. On the inside, they are like a mountain, they are weighty like a hundred thousand mountains, but on the outside they are as light as straw. — Shams of Tabriz

Actually it matters little what happens: whatever it does, the Lord unites it with Himself, but He makes it blind and dumb, and so prevents it from having any sense of how or in what way that favour comes which it is enjoying; the great delight of which the soul is then conscious is the realization of its nearness to God. But when He unites it with Him, it understands nothing; the faculties are all lost.

The Father, the Mother and the Holy Spirit will come to dwell with the soul that loves Him and keeps His commandments, birthing the Divine Child in the most interior, secret place of the soul and in the greatest depths of Divine companionship.

The soul neither moves from that centre nor loses its peace. We ourselves fail by not preparing ourselves and departing from all that can shut out this light;

First, there is a self-forgetfulness which is so complete that it really seems as though the human soul no longer existed.

So extreme is her longing for the will of God to be done in her that whatever His Majesty does she considers to be for the best. These souls bear no enmity to those who ill-treat them, or desire to do so.

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It is not afraid that evil spirits may counterfeit this sublime favour, but retains the unwavering certainty that it comes from God.

He and the soul alone have fruition of each other in the deepest silence.

On reaching this state, the soul has no more raptures, transports and flights of the spirit.

THE EIGHTH SPHERE: THE DIVINE SOUL THE FIFTH DEATH OF THE HUMAN SOUL When Christ said, “I and my Father are one,” he did not refer to the At-one-ment between the mere image and the Substance, but to the At-one-ment which remakes the soul, giving to us the very Substance of the Father.’

The purpose of the human being, once transformed, is to be a pure vessel receiving and transmitting the energy of God.

In the Eighth Sphere and beyond, the Divine Soul that you are, the transfigured Soul you now are, becomes a Co Creator with God, an extension of God. Because you are At One with God’s Feelings and Divine Laws, and are flowing fully in Divine Love for that is the very substance and Quality of your Soul, you instantly feel and know what there is to Co-Create in God’s Plan of Love.

For example, one can Create Grids for entire planets to help an entire species of billions of life forms get closer to God. God Himself, the Oversoul and Creator does not do this Work personally — Celestial Spirits do it that are At One with God, but they too realize they are not the Creator.

These Grids of God’s Blueprint of Love and Harmony with all of Creation were created to serve as antennae or lightning rods, conductors and transducers of these Incoming Waves of Divine Love, incoming NOW and accelerating to a peak within the next years, and are available to humans desiring Divine Love at this time.

There is nowhere to retreat to save the Arms of God, a safe harbour for all emotions to be felt, processed and healed. All emotions, whatever they are, can be felt, which then leads into a state of love, not fear. ‘Do the thing you fear the most, and the death of fear is certain.’ Mark Twain

Please God, keep me in the shadow of Your love, every hour and moment of my life. Help me to overcome all temptations of the flesh and the influence of evil spirits and the powers of the evil ones, who surround me and endeavor to turn my thoughts, feelings and desires away from You to the pleasures and allurements of this world. Thank You, thank you for Your Love, and for the possibility of receiving it. You are my Father, my loving Father, Who smiles upon me in all my weaknesses, always ready to help me and take me into Your arms of love. I pray this with all the earnest longings of my soul. I trust in You Father, I trust in Your love. I give You all the glory, honour and love that my finite soul can give. Amen. By Christ Yeshua

For your faith to be rock solid, your heart needs to be soft as a feather. Some of us get hardened and embittered by the losses and hardships in life, whilst others become milder, more compassionate, more ensouled and closer to God.

The voices and feelings of negative spirits can be heard within you as they align to the holes and wounds that you have. They have the same wounds as you, and therefore resonate with and amplify the frequency of your wound, bringing it to the forefront of your attention fast.

The voices of these spirits can be subtle urgings, fearful feelings, emotional blackmail, or full blown murderous thoughts that may seem totally bizarre and alien to you.

Why is so much of a prayer for Divine Love focused on the evil ones? Because it is a vital piece of soulful awareness to help us become able to navigate our souls with discernment through the pitfalls of this world, the primary one being our manipulated genetic structures.

We know we have been created, and are not the Creator. We do not claim anything to glorify our own self. We do not claim the fruits of our actions, but give it back to God, allowing the very motion of creation to keep flowing through us unimpeded in the universal law of giving and receiving, the universal circuit that keeps on flowing through us, to God, and back again. In comes Divine Love, and if we hold onto it, it blocks, stagnates. How can one dam a limitless ocean? As the Love flows out through us, to others, to all life, and back to God, more can then flow into us and to all others. And so the circle keeps flowing. This is a Divine Law — what we receive must also be given back.

This Prayer works by asking to feel the obstacles we have created that stop Divine Love entering our soul, revealing painful emotions that block the inflowing of Divine Love. The key to Prayer is that it is truly, deeply heartfelt. A deep yearning and soulfully felt, keen desire can be painful, painful because it is cleansing our hearts. Nothing else is more important than receiving and asking for this — and this is the desire through prayer that REALLY receives the full power of Divine Love’s alchemy. All desires have a sacred origin, no matter how odd they may seem. Fear, pain, and ignorance may distort them, but it is always possible to locate the Divine source from which they arose. In describing one of his addictive patients, Jung said: “His craving for alcohol was the equivalent on a low level of the spiritual thirst for wholeness, or the union with God.”

Part of breaking out of victim mode is to stop beating yourself up for the pain and harm you have caused yourself and all others, AND AT THE SAME TIME FEEL all the pain and harm you have caused yourself and all others. When we beat ourselves up, we contract inside and then we close down to FEELING and RECEIVING Divine Love.

The harm we have done to ourselves and others, when we feel it fully, can be huge emotionally for us when we first feel it. We can feel deep pain, grief, repentance, shame, fear and many other emotions as we confront and feel all these feelings that have always been within us, which have been buried, minimized or rationalised. Over time, as we excavate and feel the many layers of this, past and present, the emotions and causes of this harm can be released from the soul forever. Then, the notion of harm refines itself, and becomes subtler; rather than being a big emotional release, it becomes a felt soulful understanding of where we are creating ever more subtler harm by going against Divine Laws in subtle ways in our life.

You will know once you really tap into a CAUSAL emotion, like grief because it is visceral and overwhelming. You may want it to stop, you may say ‘this is enough, I can’t handle this’, you may walk away from the emotion and distract yourself, you may feel totally overwhelmed and cry your eyes out and feel like crap, you may say you are not ready yet; there are many excuses to not wishing to feel the pain of a causal emotion — but it is your passport to Love and Truth. And be gentle, be kind with yourself in this process -loving yourself is the process as well. All takes its good time. There is no time, but timing is everything.

Once you feel these emotions, tender compassion naturally blooms in you for yourself and for others, because you have suffered it yourself. We each have within us a great teacher; all our own experiences. It is these emotional experiences, once embraced, that will lead us closer to God.

Life is a circuit, and it flows through this sacred hoop and cycle, continually circulating. Owning nothing is very liberating; your name may be on the bill you pay or deed you think you possess, but always remember these little things are of this world, not of Reality. Do not get caught in them, and keep humble. This is why most evolved beings own little or nothing.

To walk this wherever we go, no matter what people say, think or do is staying true to Divine Love and Truth.