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Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. 5
SELF LOVE You are the cause of all your frustrations. Once you have sorted out yourself, the cause, the effects take care of themselves.
Eat good food: living foods, raw foods, superfoods, organic foods, sprouted foods, fresh fruit/ vegetable juices and smoothies. NO acidic foods: coffee, bread, dairy, cakes, biscuits, canned foods etc. Let go of these now as they clog up your system and prevent higher frequencies entering, as well as mask emotional addictions by stuffing them down and comforting them, rather than exposing and healing them, which is the truly loving action to do.
This is known as a Ring-Pass-Not, a vibrational barrier or octave that prevents us from fully Being Love. This is why so few people manage to sustain the frequency of unconditional love, for it is made doubly hard by this DNA distortion and energy cage. Using technology rather than love, these reptilian entities are totally self-reliant and ‘independent’ of God through their own choice and wound.
After experiencing sexual and energetic abuse, we can abandon God, blaming Him for not protecting us, saying, “fuck you” to God. And then we become lost, trying to fill a hole for thousands of years, alternating between being the victim of it, and then becoming the initiator of it, becoming the abuser. We replay and continue this ancient pattern within us, cutting ourselves off from God, unwilling and too scared to feel the deep pain of betrayal and abandonment.
The energy, power, stimulation, thrill, arousal and excitement that comes from sexual energy (and violence and fear) is enormous. It is an extremely addictive drug sensation, destructive to the soul as it has no love to it.
The energy of control inherent within this is actually our own fear of becoming powerless and helpless, which is what we must all feel to initiate this breaking of the pattern within us, because it is the causal emotion of why we reached out to these other entities in the first place. So there is our personal responsibility, AND a collective one as well.
To retrieve our original Divine design, our original innocence, requires all these steps. You have to be fully conscious of this choice every day, to align to and follow Divine Truths, and then feel the ways you have betrayed love and your soul until it is felt on all levels of your being.
And part of our soul is lying in shame and unworthiness that we have been trying to heal for thousands of years, but never have. We could never explain that feeling, could never understand it. No one could ever tell you what it is. It is like a black cloud over your soul, that no matter what you did, you could never heal it, and so you contracted, and you became smaller and smaller. That is the web we have weaved. And that is what this whole planet is living in, this artificial reality.
You can choose to own it, or you can struggle along and try and create a manageable existence, creating lots of coping mechanisms and strategies to get along, adapt and conform, to survive in this artificial reality, creating beliefs, emotional deceptions, intellectual deceptions. God has given you free will, so only you can choose anew, afresh, something different now. This is a big choice to own. And it is the foundation of any deep healing. So it is your choice. To make the choice to go to God. For such a big thing, you cannot do it alone. You need God to help you; this has to become the deepest desire and need you have, for everything else in your life that you have created in error is an effect of you not having that Divine Love. All your stories are an effect of not having this in your life.
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Sacred Wounds Original Innocence by Padma Aon presents key insights from the contemplative tradition. The 10 passages above capture the essential teachings.
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